Why?

 WHY?

Why do I do this?

Why can’t I control the thoughts that come in my head?

Why are they rude and dark and unable to be said?

Why can’t I stop them whenever they are here?

It’s like I’m trapped, how much more can I bare?

Why do I think of things I know I should not

I’ve tried to stop but I just could not

The thoughts I have come without notice

It’s like I’m in a trance, just like hypnosis

Why is my mind awake even in my sleep?

Am I that twisted inside, is it that deep?

I need some answers cause crave for inner peace

Just so I can finally put this mind at ease.

kiish